Gaining

Hi everyone, I‘m back on gaining and there might be an interesting situation coming up.

Yes, I still haven‘t had the kink talk, but more on that later.

For a few days I‘m at light HC combined with everyday Spekulatius, which is already available in stores in Germany and basically butter with sugar, which I snack in my car back home from work.

Today I‘ve reached my all-time high of 117kg (258 lbs) already with lots of momentum going.

The next week I‘ll continue with HC and I might hit 120 for the first time in my life and since my pants are getting tight I‘ll order a size up.

My SO played with my lower belly a bit which made me quite exited, so I‘ll keep going for the next week and then we both will be a week on holiday, which will give me some time to adjust, give my stomach a little break, might even lose some weight again, but here is the catch:

My SO will be absent for four days after that and I plan on absoluty going all-out with three times HC a day, lots of stuffing and hopefully add enough to really look fatter after she comes back.

I mean, my developing muffin top teasers me some stretchmarks that might fully develop, so maybe we will have a talk earlier, but anyways I‘ll see how I like things when I’ll finally be far in overweight territory, how she reacts and from there I plan to either scrap that idea or come out as a gainer/feedee.

I‘m quite nervous already. Changes, social pressure and what do I do if all goes down the drain…

You guys think 125kg or even 130 will be possible in the next three weeks?

Any thoughts, tips?

Ok, here is some news.

First of all, things obviously didn‘t go as planned.

My SO and me had a kink-talk just by coincidence a few days ago and it went kinda well. I pulled myself together and told her about it.

She is not into it, but supportive… and curious. We had a long talk, to say the least.
Due to her experiences with being a bit overweight herself and the hardships with people that stem from that, she doesn‘t want that for me which is understandable, but we agreed on gaining cycles during vacations. Meaning I have permission to officially overeat and gain weight during that time.
We weighted myself last sunday and will do so upcoming sunday and went shopping for extra snacks.

She was inspired by my courage and opened up herself about kinks as well, but I‘m not going further into details.

As of today, I officially cracked my plateau of 117kg and I‘m slightly above 120 now, and there is still next week with HC-cycle to come.

Call me excited. And I agree with anyone telling to talk about stuff with one‘s Partner.